SHUT THE HELL UP!!

To those who feel the need to constantly tell a Survivor of Domestic Violence and who suffer from Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder….Shut the hell up! You know nothing what it feels like to wake up in the morning and not being able to see! You do not know what it feels to not feeling safe. 

So until you walk in my AND MANY SURVIVORS shoes, SHUT THE HELL UP! If you think I am angry, guess again…I am sick of move forward, COMMENTS and move on! Try to walk in their shoes!!!

Survivor of Officer Involved Domestic Violence, By One Philadelphia Chief Inspector, Keith Sadler and a Pa State Trooper Anthony Suber.

Author Rosaura Torres

WHO TO TRUST!!

WHO TO TRUST?

In the last week or more, I have had two separate conversation with amazing people.  It finally answered question that I myself questioned?! 

During my divorce I remember so clearly how I was questioned who I lived with, I believe they were trying to see if I was cohabiting with another man.  I was living with my daughter and grandchildren.

During the court proceeding, my ex-husband Keith R. Sadler, was asked the same questioned, as the words came out of his mouth he, bluntly, without a twitched or facial expression lied!  The Majesty asked him if he lived with anyone and he said no…Forgetting that not long ago is mistress, now wife followed me into a rest room at Whitaker Diner and shared with me how they lived together and he was taking care of their kids.

Many officers are trained to cover up the truth, and what makes it even worse the judge, district attorney’s and attorneys believe them.  Keith’s was caught in a lie and my attorney crossed examined him, he stumbled all over his words…Of course I was thrilled because each court officer looked over at him in shock LOL!!!  Busted.

So….to all my sister’s and brother’s

Out of my own personal experience, here is my advice to all of you.

1.     If you have any personal documents to prove of past and present history of abuse, make copies.  Never give the original to your Lawyer, Prosecutors, even a politician, never.

2.     When a police officer arrives to your home make your statement short and brief, instead of them becoming the observer, you become the observer.

3.     We all know how difficult it is not to become emotional when it involves being the victim of Domestic Violence by an Officer of the Law or anyone.  They will try to accuse you with disorderly conduct, I beg you try to stay calm.

4.     Each and every time you need to call 911 on another police officer, be prepared in the past and in the present, the code of silence, the blue wall does not protect the victim OF Domestic Violence.  To all victims of Domestic Violence, this is the beginning of your life to protect yourself.

My prayers are with all of you….Much love and respect.

Rosaura Torres-Author

I CANNOT GIVE UP!!

Please God, I pray to you...If one more loved one tells me to move on about what happened to me...I truly do not know what I can do....My answer to them, dear God is if they cannot handle my decision to speak out...Than remove me and ignore me.

To the many who would rather I keep silence, I cannot!  To the many who have turned away when I and so many have begged for help I cannot!

I am no longer that scared little girl, when I turn around I see so many wonderful woman and men who stand with me…so stop because until my time, I will not stop.

God bless all you.

Rosaura Torres

BAD COPS

It has come to my attention many Philadelphia police officers have been watching my every posting and every move. 

Let me emphasize this to the Philadelphia Police Department and any other police department out there.  I do not hate police, I am tired of the cover up!  I am tired of the abuse of power!  I am tired how many of you feel you are above the law!   I know there are good, decent officers.  On the Philadelphia Police department.  The problem is many would rather protect your bad apples because they are high ranking officers, give me a break. 

If the media put’s out information, I will repost it….every single posting I shared through the internet is because what the media has share with the community. 

If I refuse to keep silent, and not protect the image of my past abuser…It is my right as an American of the United States…SO STOP TRYING TO SILENCE ME, BECAUSE YOU CAN’T.  The truth has set me FREE.

You wonder, when she will stop….I’m not!

Rosaura Torres Author

DEEP IN MY SOUL

For days now I have searched deep within my soul.  It has been less than two years since my nephew Angel Trinidad died and now I lost my sister Edina Trinidad’s right before her 59th birthday. 

I had an amazing conversation with someone I love and respect but it did sadden me and I searched deep in my soul. 

The years have passed since I made my peace with our God, The Great Spirit, his son Jesus.  I am free and at peace so I choose to continue to speak out against my ex-husband Keith R. Sadler and Anthony Suber for the damage they have caused to my vision, or anyone who have caused severe damage to any victim of Domestic Violence. 

This is my right as a Queen of our God.

So to my wonderful friend, thank you.  Your thoughts are well respected but….I will continue to be the voice for myself and many others. 

Happy New Year and be blessed always,

Rosaura Torres Author